Wth...
Of all time why must those freaking pox appear at this time??!!
Cant u choose other time??!!
I have been looking forward to this very day and everything is spoiled coz of these freaking pox.
What can i do??!!
I want to go to sch as i feel FINE and i look FINE but what held me back was that i dun wan to spread the disease to others so i have to freaking stay at home,telling myself i am being socially responsible wadeva shit crap.
Today is the happiest day for most of the students but for me today is the WORST day ever!!
I hate the pox i hate it tat i even wan t to slice of my skin!!
I am so freaking pissed off.
When i looked out the window i see students coming back from school, i feel so freaking pissed.
ALL I WANT IS TO GO TO SCH FOR THE TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATION, IS THAT TOO MUCH OF THE REQUEST??!!How much do i still have to continue to suffer this year??!!
Is my family break up not enough? Is my results dropping not enough? Is I keep falling sick not enough??!!
WHATS NEXT??!!
U think i am afraid?? BRING IT i dun freaking care anymore!!
Wadeva i do wadeva i said wadeva the amount of effort i put in wadeva my existence or not
is all treated as nothing.
Then wads the point??!!
What u see is not always true,
what u think is not what it really is
coz u are not the one and u will not understand how tat person is feeling.
I only noe tat when u care for others, they wont care abt u, only some which might even be none.
I wont shed a tear abt it anymore, not a single one.
Just get lost and stay away from me.
Belle
